Yah Whatever

You know..I wonder because my past roommate used to tell me that I reminded her of her mother...she said it because of my "trait" of not wanting any help. I used to tell her, and do believe that if anything, I will figure out a way to do something on my OWN. I never want to ask anyone for anything...I'd rather walk a mile than ask some for a ride, or I'd rather catch a taxi. She said I have to stop being that way because people are out there to help me.

Is it bad being this way? Is it bad that I don't like telling everybody everything..is it bad that I hate getting suggestions from others? Maybe that's my way of being independent. I can go about my life and get things done on my own..I don't need help. Does that make me stuck up? I know that if need be, if I needed help, or needed advice or needed a suggestion, I *would* ask..but until then I'm not gonna sit around and just listen to what others tell me..

It's the same way at my work setting or even in school. I can't ever have someone make or do something for me..and believe it was done right. It's not that I'm stuck up and think I know all..but more that I think I can do it myself..which makes a job "well done"...

I guess I do like being independent..but again is there something wrong with that? I hate being told what to do..If someone tells me to do something, and doesn't gimme a rational reason for it, I'm more likely to do the opposite of it. If however someone puts rationality behind the argument and tells me something to do..I'm willing to give it a shot and decide if it's worth it..

But if anything all of what I said stems from me wanting to be me, me wanting to do what I want...Me being able to decide on my own. Me not burdening anyone..if anything people should be happy..at least I won't bug the shit outta them :D

Choose ONE!

If you had the choice between getting rid of stupid people or cocky people...which would you choose?

I'm leaning more towards cocky..because I can't stand cocky people..

Lets hear it from everyone..

Rant..

Yep it's about time I rant again. So here's a list..in no specific order:

1. Still pissed at the cost of heat..heating bill last month was 123 bucks; something I'm surely not so used to!

2. Too many projects at school to work on...so little time

3. My class sucks. I hate doing homework problems.

4. Can't stand bullshitters. If I sense bullshitting, I'm more likely to forget and delete you outta my book.

5. Tomorrow is friday yahhh...We'll see if I get to sleep in on sunday as I've got a buttload to do this weekend

6. Paycheck Paycheck Paycheck...where aarreeee you?? Just a few more days..!!

7. At times I wonder if moving away to another state would be nice..to start life all over again in a new setting and just forget

8. Got my W2's...can't wait to fill out the tax returns!! Gonna do it myself this year!

9. If you think you're the best...then you're not worthy of living life. Life is a test to see how far you can go, and how much better you can become

10. Be humble and be honest..that's the key.

11. Good friends Rule! They listen to me when I need it. They give great advice. They all have their purposes besides the friendship of course ;)!! One of them I just called...mmm it's almost 1 a.m. and he's figuring out my class prob..!!! wohoo!!! He's gonna scan the answer and send it...maaan what more could I ask for!!!!!!!!! :D

12. meetingsss.....

80 F !!!!

Yah how about you all try this shit. I woke up to an apt with the heat booming and roommate pounding everything she could possibly find while hurrying to get to school. How inconsiderate can this ****** ***** be?? does she NOT understand that I'm sleeping..does she NOT know that 80 F is DAMN HOT!!! Yah...I woke up a full 2 hours early...and I wasn't feeling well to begin with. Man if she was here, she'd get some words outta me.. :(

Anony's please speak up!

So...what better way to discourage all the anony's from visiting my blog but to write about it! Yah..so I got a new site counter, and well it gives me very nice details of where everyone is coming from. SOME of YOU are very very very consistent on visiting this blog DAILY..though I must admit that those daily visitors (a.k.a. "anony's") never speak up..or comment.

So...to spice it y'all..how about I hear it from the Anony's for once?? Gimme a comment...I know it's lame :P call me bored

Why must a woman be responsible after the kids born???


Yah..so I went home for lunch and watched Mauri..however you spell it. ALL of it was about woman complaing that he's the father of my kid...come on. I guess biologically you could understand, that yah the woman is stuck with the kid during pregnancy..cuz yah it's in her stomach...but screw those men out there denying its' their kids.

Most of the paternity tests they did proved the kid was indeed the mans'. I don't get what's wrong with these peeps. Seriously I wish in this male dominated society, woman were just able to give birth and just tell the man to take care of the kid..why must a woman have to do it??

I'm not saying i'm not into taking care of kids..I'd LOVE to..or wiill try!! But hell...why is it by default we think that a woman's gotta do it?? It's 50/50 for genetics..takes two to make..and the only diff is that a womans' got an organ to produce a kid..well to HOLD it..and a man doesn't...I should make men with uteruses that's it!!!!

What is life?

We are put on this earth..and then we touch so many lives and then suddenly we leave. Leaving all of our loved ones, and the ones we touched behind. They have to pick themselves up after us and live on...how sad :(

I heard of two deaths in the last TWO days!!!! :( May those people be in a better and happier place now.

Bad Hair day...


Yah so it's raining outside..and I can use a cap all I want..or use an umbrella--my hair will still curl up more than ever. It's poofy and fluffy, and so tighty curly now..grrr

On the bright side..one of the grad students I know stopped by and he offered me 5 tickets for basketball games this semester!!!

Looong day :(


Grr..today was an amazingly long day. I got up early and was off to school. Then headed off to class which is about half way across campus. After class I was feeling a bit ambitious and decided to talk the LONG route to walk back home for lunch. Yah...how fun and stupid was I! I ate lunch at 11:30, and was hungry again at 3 p.m.! So..then I worked at school till 6ish..which is when I got home. Ate a few and was off to work out..I shoulda been easy on the workout, but I wasn't :( Yah...not good. Took a shower and my roommate had the heating up to frikking hot 80 degrees....it caused me to pass out on my bed!! Slept like a baby!! mom woke me up when she called...and all I could say was well I'm sleeping..so she let me be..so I'm up now writing this..

Funny thing happened..some dude in my class today..who sat next to me..I SWEAR he was gonna hurl on top of me..he was belching those before vomit belches..I could hear them..and he even had a towel to cover his mouth!! Grrr..every time I heard it, I moved..and he noticed. We were three rows in from the door..and I KNEW if he had to puke, I'm sure it'd explode right on top of me..ewwwwwwwwwweeeeeeee...But thankfully I made it outta class, pukeless :D

What a picture!! Found it on on yahoo news ;)
Anostica

Your neighbor might just be an angel...

Or not? Got me wondering the other as I waited FoReVeR to hear of the flight delays in chicago...waitin for a frikkin flight to Indianapolis, realizing that driving there would have been possibly faster than the wait..So yah..

Some girl was sitting in front of me. I guess she got up to go to the bathroom. she tapped the dude sitting next to her, and he had to get his headphones out, and she's like "can you watch my stuff for me"..He said sure (I think). Well it got me wondering...why the heck did this girl trust that guy sitting next to her more than she'd trust the next person walking past her? Why did she think her neighbor or the guy next to her was an angel and not some robber or something? Did she see it in his face or what?

Maybe the girl was stupid..or a bit too trusting..as she also left her purse, and laptop bag, you name it...and she took forever to come back!!