Perfection

Generic Journal Post to Follow--Beware..

I think one of my biggest faults is that at times I'll do something..yet in the back of my mind I know I could do it better. The whole time I'll do it knowing I can do it better. When I'm done with it, I'll look back and just think yah whatever I could have done it better. I realize all the shit I did wrong and could fix it. This at the same time makes me never appreciate what I've done..because in my mind I know I could do it better.

It isn't the best way to do things. I have to find a way to realize that you know you did this, and did all you could..so stop pushing yourself for better..as you'll never finish.....Hard task for me..It's become ingrained in me now..

I'm working on it though. I'm trying!! I'll purposely just tell myself it's good enough..but then I find myself thinking I've become lazy and dont' care anymore...

Im a comin back :P

Because it's been a while and I have time and by request (miss butterfly) I'm back :) I feel as if my thoughts have dried out..I've been writing for years, if I really think about it, it's been a good 10 years. Quite a bit of it is archived on here, the rest is on my computer somewhere at home which I used to have up on the net on another program.

So..something thoughtful for this blog rather than the random ol I did this this this journal blog. Lemme think...hmmm...Oh I got it. Interesting fact! My relative told me (he's a doc) that the best sign after a surgery that the patient is doing better and recovering is to hear them fart. Yah I thought it was funny too..but he said farts are miracles in those situations :)

Onto another topic completely related..why is it that in this world men can fart but when a woman does it people say "oh you're such a man"...errr both sexes as far as I know have an intestinal tract with similar bacteria and both sexes share similar colons and have an anus..at least those anatomical areas of males and females are the same or very similar. If a woman ever insists to me that she doesn't fart..she's totally not normal to me or a big liar. It's a normal thing...we should all be proud of ourselves and let it loose.

As I've said a zillion times before, live life to the fullest, you only live once..why hold your farts now?..you'll never get to enjoy their true beauty..

I think I've blogged about this before...not sure readers :D