Anonymous..yah whatever..

For each of you who posts under an anonymous nick thinking I can't figure you out. Think again...nuff said.

I hate change..

I hate change..I hate change..I HATE change...

did I mention?? I HATE CHANGE!!!!!!!!!!!!

A lil Gossip..

So...this is my personal take on "Suri"..the supposed child of Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes. I think the child seriously does NOT exist. I think it's the biggest hoax of all time! Even when Katie was pregnant it looked like she was conceiling a pillow, and some days the pillow looked more real than other days.

You NEVER see the two of them with the baby...I wouldn't doubt their relationship is OVER. I think they opted to get an abortion early on when they realized their made-up relationship wasn't going to work and that using each other to get over their ex's wasn't the best of ideas.

Tom should stop smiling, and fess up to the fact that there's no baby!!!! If there is one..I wanna see pictures!!!!!!

Completely Random things..

1. I'm not sure why I'm so tired these days. I sleep a lot..but yet have no energy to walk :(

2. I spoke to a friend of mine yesterday. Poor friend was crying soo much :( Not fun to hear that over the phone...

3. I'm not a competitive person. The only person I ever compete with is myself when I think I'm not matching up to my standards or where I'd like to be...

4. I hate people who disrespect me. I don't forget little comments...and will speak up and tell you. If I don't tell you directly, I will tell you by an example or something...or I'll just end communication with you completely.

5. What I do, and what happens with what I do...means a LOT to me. I don't take shit about it(from anyone), even though I might complain about it a lot.

6. I'm not a show-off. It's kind of like, been there done that. I grew up as a child being that. I've gotten older...seriously I could care less now. I'll do it if it pleases me...

7. Why is it that everyone (YES everyone!!!!) I say bye to and never want to talk to again..comes back??

8. Blogger is too generic now. I started when I was one of the few..now it's like Blog diarrhea.

9. I hate being pushed...I take my OWN time. The more you pressure me, the less likely I'll ever listen to you

10. I'm literally sick of being on the computer...I used it so much in the last 2 months to work on shit. But....I feel like I'm getting back into it again :P

11. I recently touched base with an old high school classmate of mine. Maaan..was he busy. He met a girl online, got engaged to her a year from the date they met. Married a year later, and had a baby a few months after the wedding! yikes. Never knew he was even of that kind....amazing how we all have our destinies (sp)

12. I've got a lot of strength..I hate it when people underestimate it.

13. I hate being joked about...as much as I stand up and think I'm independent..jokes suck. I'd rather not joke about a person and make fun of them..and neither do I like getting joked about.


blahhh..that's all I can think of..

The worst experience...

The worst experience...walking past someone acting as if they are so intrigued by their computer...yet when you walk past them you sense this cloud of noxious gas cuz they let out a stinkie.

Yah....and all you can do is hold your breath and walk away...as the cloud grows :(

Convince me more.....the less I fall

Yah..so I went shopping today. Came across some girl I see at the same store I go everytime. She must think I'm some easy target, or she's like that with everyone. She literally follows me around telling me deals on anything I touch.

She tried to corner me into getting something I already own..telling me that if I buy it not only will I save six dollars (woop dee doo!!), but will also get a free ugly handbag with it. Wow! what an amazing deal huh? Screw it..hell NO. I told her I already had the stuff.

She musta told me deals in two different items I touched..I ended up leaving the store. I don't know why..but the more people pressure me to do shit, the less I will ever fall for their manipulations and buy the shit. And this goes in all aspects of it...the more you push me, the less I will fall for it/do it.

Grrr

Just because you want to be right isn't good enough. Make a point ONLY if it's rational..and it applies to the frikkin situation! I could also make a point sound true if I put any frikkin evidence from this Earth into it...!! Applicable evidence matters..grrr

soo sick of people

Quality not Quantity..

It's funny how so many people forget to stop and smell the roses. Quantity won't cut it, it's the quality which matters.

At least for me..I'm all about quality. I don't care about how much I do..or how much I get..but rather how effective was it, or how meaningful it was..

I control myself..

There is nothing that controls me..but myself. Yes that's true and can you say the same? I'm not trying to toot my own horn but trying to make a point...so if you think my head is blown up..It's not...at least I hope not :D

So...well..it disgusts me, or really intrigues me to realize that I have friends who are controlled by cigarettes, well not the cigs themselves but the nicotine. I know friends who are ruled by Dr.Pepper, now maybe it's the taste, but I believe it's the caffeine (same goes for other soft drinks). I know of friends who need that cup of tea or coffee in the morning-again controlled by caffeine. Then there's people who need that beer/wine/vodka whatever to get by...

I know that of all the above, I am a user of a few..but I restrict myself. Come on who doesn't wanna drink coffee or pepsi all the time. But does anyone ever wonder if they are drinking it cuz it tastes good or is it because they are addicted...better yet their brain is addicted to it??? What good is that? I simply cannot imagine myself being addicted to something..to a point that it takes me over. I'd rather be able to decide when and how much of something I want. I simply cannot do something thinking yes I just want to do it, because it feels good...but rather, hmm, maybe today would be a good day to try this because I'm in the mood....and yes may be tomorrow won't be a good day for it. All about moderation :)

It's funny how in this society people hate being controlled, people hate being told what to do from another person...yet at the same time these same people allow some non-human object to take them over...and they follow it or well this thing controls their brain...

Think about it :)

The Worth of a Person..

If you wanna see the worth of a person..truthfully. Watch the person when they are hungry or are around food. Or...watch them when they are angry.....

see it too many times..It'll give the BEST indication of how the person is.

My List-Ridden Life

I have so many lists of what to do. I have lists at work. I have a list next to my desk which states things to do, things to get, and just other things. I have post-its next to my bed. I have a list in my bag which I carry to work. I have a daily list, a monthly list, and a somewhat yearly list.

I know a non-lister..actually I know a few. One of them thinks I'll be more productive than her, as she forgets everything. The other one, he thinks that I'm restricting my life and not living it peacefully.

My stance on lists. Welllll....I agree with both above. As really I'm glad I make lists and do things which need to be finished on a daily basis..at least I go to bed feeling content that I did something that day. But then, there are days I'll stay up an extra few hours just to complete a list...

I have a good friend who is fellow list-ridden girl. She at times calls and feels sooo bogged down with planning and following her list of things to do. Listening to her, makes me realize where I could be, or where I am...and makes me "cool down".

I'm learning to be a bit less uptight now though...at times I force myself to forget the list for a day...no matter what..even when I know there are a ton of things to do..I block it out of my mind and just ignore it.

Piss off..

I hate people who get some attitude towards me..give it to me once and hell I'm not gonna beg you for shit. If you don't already know I can do shit myself...

So when I do, do it...don't come begging back to help..I don't need it.

Avoidance..

Why is it that the more I try to avoid/conceal things, the more I get them smacked in my face? err nevermind....

maybe I try too hard giving it away