Evil meee

Maybe it makes me a vicious (sp) or an evil person..but I've never gone back and tried to win a friend back. I got in a fight with my roommate last night..will I go apologize? no..I honestly don't think I should. She did more wrong than I did. I'd rather have it just pass me, and I know it will a few months down the road. Till then I get some peace and quiet to myself I guess w/o having to hear her shit.

But...it got me thinking. I've been like this all my life. If a friend leaves me or decides haha I can't stand you, or I'm better than you. I just turn the other cheek and walk away. I've never written letters or e-mails or called them begging to take me back. I can remember it back from 8th grade when my friend Amanda got mad..we didnt' talk for a year till she wrote me a letter and had someone give it to me saying "hey I wanna be your friend again". sames goes for my friend Anne..who decided that one day she was gonna walk away and never talk to me again. I walked off too..she tried to get back and wrote an e-mail. It was nice deleting that one. Same goes for another friend who recently accused me of not keeping in touch. Oh well..what can I say. I could fight it..but is it in me? nooo...!!! Lastly...same goes for roommate, am I gonna try extra hard to be her friend or good roomie with her again? NOPE (look at me spill..hahah y'all hate me now!!!!!!)

Why do I do this...hell my philosophy, I've got one frikkin life to live and I'm gonna live it to the fullest. Am I gonna let one thingy bug me...nope. Honestly there's so many friends I've got now that I wouldn't mind losing a few...I feel like I'm at a phone-a-thon (did I spell that right), trying to make money on giving advice..or bullshit. Anyways, point of post...there's so many people in this world...if I lose one..OH WELL...life goes on.

***now what really matters is which one I lose...cuz then I really have to assess if it's worth it... :)